Yup, it's the Yuletide Season once again and in a few minutes... we will be celebrating the (theoretically) 2009th birthday of Jesus Christ.

To my friends who celebrate this event... HAPPY CHRISTMAS!
To those who don't... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

2009 has been the hardest year of my life - in all aspects. And though they say there is comfort in numbers, the multitude of people calling this year difficult as well hasn't really brought much relief to me.

Despite the many heartaches I've experienced, this year has allowed me to get to know myself. The trials I underwent challenged me to make choices that would mold me closer to the person I would like to be. Most of the days were heart wrenching, some even unbearable but I survived gloriously! And that is the lesson I take away from this year. That I can come through the worst with hope and love still in my heart; with family and friends who will never abandon me; and with joy - always - in my soul.

So thank you 2009 for birthing me into a new person

...but I am sure glad to see you go.

2010 will be awesome!
I claim it!
I feel it!
And I hope it will be awesome in fantastical levels for everyone!

My new year's wish for all of you - friends and strangers - may love envelope you, may joy fill your days and may all your dreams become your reality.

Have a joyous Christmas and a blessed new year everyone! :)

With love - always,

Ruby

• 10:06 savings took a huge hit from the new apartment. Can't wait to start saving again. #
• 12:31 Talking to @wexistence & @glendaollero even for just a while, never fails to brighten my day. How do they do it?? #Thopin #BFF #
• 17:22 needs a movie marathon date. #

Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter

• 09:00 is jealous of Jules, warm and comfy in bed. #
• 17:01 can't believe how backwards #banks are in this age of information sharing and technology. Can't they get with the program??? #fail #

Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter

♥♥♥

I dont know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I don't know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are

—-- Superstar, Jamelia

♥

I'm sure y'all know this is a start of greater things more posts to come. XD

xoxo,
ME xD

This movie is not your not typical love story BUT it definitely portrays something that can happen in real life. And I agree to what Tom and later Summer realized that love cannot be forced (if you're not sure, trust you're instinct.. there's really something wrong) and you will definitely know if he/she is the right person once you get to know the person. Even if you don't believe on commitments and if you already got hurt before, you will change your mind and think of settling down once you meet the ONE. That's what I believe. But the journey does not stop after finding the ONE because LOVE is also a DECISION.

PLOT:
An offbeat romantic comedy about a woman who doesn't believe true love exists, and the young man who falls for her. [IMDB]

TAGLINE:
Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't. [IMDB]

• 13:35 Avatar in ontario #
• 13:38 has got to stop mis-texting to Twitter! #
• 14:31 Omg. RT: @glendaollero Brittany Murphy dies of cardiac arrest at age 32. bit.ly/75Hbme #
• 15:01 twitpic.com/uey8z - Doofus kittie! #

Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter

HAPPY FOUNDATION DAY SHIM CHANGMIN! ♥

Noona's happy that shooting for the drama started already. At long last! >:D

Shoulld I meet you in Jeju-do for the wrap-up shooting? XD

xoxo,

Jel Nuna ♥

P.S. Ask your make-up artist to use mineral make-ups. It's less pasty and less cakey in appearance. ~_^

• 23:26 Ditto. RT: @glendaollero I hate laundry. I'd rather scrub my entire bathroom than do laundry. #
• 23:46 @cio I don't either. I just know that when I find out I have to do laundry, I feel like I have the worst life ever. #

Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter

LOL-ed. Really really hard. XD

Thanks anon for a very good laugh! Badly needed that!!!

And yes, I replied at that secret. LOLOLZ! XD

( T.O.P. for UP! )

Fround at: kpopsecrets. BEST COMM evar for Kpop wank! XD

My desktop's main drive crashed 10 days ago and it erased all my recent picture stuff (the videos and audios are safe and easier to search for). I basically lost every picture from Mirotic 2008 days until today. Nothing can been recovered so the technician decided on formatting it.

You know what's sad? I lost fandom pics which I classified into categories like couple names (I have all 10 pairings!), threesome-names (YES!), advertisement/endorsement pics, airport pics, those tiny BigEast station pics, group pics and those DBSK child pics and THE CHIBI (cartoon stuff) which I mourn over for a day. T_T

I love chibis and I'll even upload them on my Jaejoongie iPod now I have my iTunes working. But my hard drive failed me before I do just that. @_@

So please please please help me recover my awesome chibi and children collection by uploading pictures of Chubby Jaejoong, The Kim Jun twins, Yoochun's (and Yoohwan's) fringe pictures, Yunho's taekwondo pics and Changmin food pics and yes CHIBI stuff for me!!! I'll be needing the airport pics and the endorsement pics (good reference pictures for the bags of DBSK I am constantly finding for dongbang_deluxe) and those tiny BigEast pictures too. SHARE SHARE SHARE juseyo~~~ zip files, rar files, mediafire, megaupload, rapidshare whatever. I'll accept all servers. XD

If you have child and chibi pics of 2PM, SS501, Big Bang and Super Junior members too, that'll be good and will be very much appreciated. XD

What will you do when people constantly disappoint you? How will you react?

I get sad. It's tiring especially when you give a lot of second chances to the person. But still, I try to understand. But again there's a drawback: I just don't expect that much to that person anymore and I tend not to depend to that person. It will seem as if I have a wall around me with this person who disappointed me. I will try to patch things up. I will forgive the person and try to forget but it will take a lot of time for me to trust this person again. To help myself get through the disappointment, I will just think of happy thoughts and try not to think of what happened. I'll make myself my own bestfriend. I'll cry for sometime. I may call someone to talk to. I'll do something that will make me happy. I'll pray. I'll let time heal the pain.

• 09:51 @cio Boo. Use my account. :) #
• 14:58 @cio Maybe it's for US residents only? It took so long to DL, I didn't even get to play last night. Hope you have better luck this time! :) #
• 15:50 is so ready for the weekend already! #
• 16:19 @Sachilman Google Maps India learns to navigate like a local - bit.ly/6CgjGf #

Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter

• 08:51 misses the attic in 139 Malvar. #
• 09:35 Wow, #Chase, you're really trying my patience, aren't you? #fail #epicfail #
• 16:51 Now 20, a woman uses #Facebook to connect with the then teenagers who found her as an abandoned newborn - bit.ly/7iyx9O #
• 21:18 is downloading the God of War III demo. Omg, so excited. #

Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter

Today at 14:00, we have decided to release information about Best Album. This is something that is already planned since the beginning of the year.

So it’s not something which we just suddenly decided lately at all. We are still struggling. Please understand that we never give up, we’re still seeking the very best way to promote them, our policy has never been changed.

Writing something like this, maybe there’s a feel that it sounds a very businesslike. But releasing a best album, it’s not a say “(They’re) going to break up!” to any artists. This is something that has been decided long time ago.

Other “AVEX” artists indeed have always released their best album, We know that releasing a best album may directs to many pros and cons, however Up until now, we never give up anything, and we’re still doing the job we’re supposed to do. Honestly, we don’t know the result yet, it’s impossible to promise anything, but the only thing we can promise is the fact that we will always do our best just like we always tell.
- Max Matsuura, CEO, AVEX Japan

BEST album? Tohoshinki already have 28 successful singles so I think it's high-time for that BEST album already. Though it'll add salt to the wounds of crazed fans (we all know BEST album is usually the last album release...except for a few), AVEX is milking Tohoshinki boys for all their worth. An album release here and single release there will tide millions of yen for AVEX to survive them until things become clearer.

Who's buying? Album will be release a day before Changmin's 22nd birthday. Oh boy!

MIROTIC CONCERT DVD ON SALE DECEMBER 30.
( tonight. solos. crazy love. mirotic. everything. )

It has Dating on Earth on Disc 3. I thought this drama will never haunt me again.
gah yoochun sexy is kissing somebody not junsu. it's not okay!!!!
i'll just read one helluva good yoosu fanfic after watching this xD ack! ♥


--

back in LA from Seattle. (i hope i can find time to share stories and pictures soon). while we were driving around LAX awhile ago, it suddenly reminded me of events that rocked my sanity and tear ducts the summer of 2008. i didn't really feel good while we're driving on the freeway. (sigh). past is past, right?

--

its not freak night but old nightmares are hunting me today. this must be the jetlag.

I just got curious... cause Sam, my officemate, opened a topic about my personality. He said he's wondering how am I if I have a boyfriend. haha! Because he thinks I have a choleric temperament. hahaha! I don't know why he thinks so. I don't know if that's good or bad (in terms of having a successful relationship someday). haha! Well, I think, I'm more of a choleric phlegmatic. That's what the quiz said: TAKE THE QUIZ YOURSELF

---

Test Result:

With your 33 % you are: Phlegmatic: Laid-back, good-natured, easy to please. Usually get along with everyone, not one to 'make waves'. Weaknesses: Easy to become lazy, indecisive, selfish--usually undisciplined. 18 % from 4320 test takers had this profile!

But you have almost become this:

With your 33 % you are: Choleric: Leader, organized, self-disciplined and sufficient. Very successful. Weaknesses: Try to be perfect all the time, become bossy, don't 'let your guard down'.

And that you are not at all: With your 20 % you are: Melancholy: Usually emotional, individualistic, creative...Commonly artistic, spontaneous, lover of 'different' things. Weaknesses: You don't care enough of what others think. You're always trying to be 'different', and you don't stick with anything.

With your 13 % you are: Sanguine: Loves people, friendly, great story-teller...Loves to be center of attention or just to fit in. Weaknesses: Loss of individualism because you care too much about others' opinions.

---

Any Comments? :P Accurate ba?

• 11:51 DO NOT open an account with #Chase. Its customer service is idiotic. #fail #epicfail #
• 12:16 @Sachilman Too long. When I see you. #
• 12:30 @Sachilman Awesome. Have a good time! Merry Christmas and happy New Year's :) #

Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter

All I want for Christmas are these.

IMAX 2010 Calendar + stuff set.






Why did I even chicken out on buying this before? UGH.

I want that calendar on my workdesk. BADLY. T_T

The chibi? **pulls hair off for teh cuteness**